this summer I've lost twenty pounds and can wear medium shirts okay now. I still have an unimpressive stomach but it's all right. I'm getting a job in northampton and I'll be living there for a year or two and trying to find a way to put together a portfolio of sculpture and prints before I start doing the grad school thing.
for I think the first time in a while I've felt it is okay to think women are beautiful and interesting but not feel the need to be in a relationship with one. I'm just not smart enough or experienced enough yet to attempt to cross the gap between the sexes.
(sexes is a palindrommme)
but I would like someone to talk to probably. I haven't been able to really be selfish and just go on about the vapid crap dancing in my head in a while and I get to busy trying to present some sort of image of myself on this thing or to shrinks that I don't think I get out whatever's actually on my head.